I had a good day yesterday, and I intend for today to follow all the same. And just maybe, tomorrow too.
Last week on the otherhand....not so much. My christmas money for gifts for everyone ended up going into my van. I hate not being able to get everyone their gifts on time. Not too mention my massive breakdown at work. I was hysterical, and everyone saw it. I can laugh about it now, I guess.
Things are so confusing right now. And they shouldnt be, because everything is already decided. Why am I .....whats the right way to say it.....falling even more in love with him....now that I know I am going to say goodbye? Maybe that wasnt the right way to say it. I love him. Period. I dont know if there can be amounts of love. I dont quite understand it yet. I feel like were more inseperable. I always manage to get myself into these situations.
This christmas went more smoothly than my previous ones, because nobody I was related to was near me! It was amazing. Im getting ferrets tonight. Im very excited. One will be named Coup D'Etat. I still need another name.
Hmm. I dont feel the same as I did a few months back. I still want to move, but I feel more content with my present situation that I did. Its still not the way I want things, but Im alright.
Thats enough jibber jabber for now. Im going to go enjoy my day. (You should go do the same.)
Last week on the otherhand....not so much. My christmas money for gifts for everyone ended up going into my van. I hate not being able to get everyone their gifts on time. Not too mention my massive breakdown at work. I was hysterical, and everyone saw it. I can laugh about it now, I guess.
Things are so confusing right now. And they shouldnt be, because everything is already decided. Why am I .....whats the right way to say it.....falling even more in love with him....now that I know I am going to say goodbye? Maybe that wasnt the right way to say it. I love him. Period. I dont know if there can be amounts of love. I dont quite understand it yet. I feel like were more inseperable. I always manage to get myself into these situations.
This christmas went more smoothly than my previous ones, because nobody I was related to was near me! It was amazing. Im getting ferrets tonight. Im very excited. One will be named Coup D'Etat. I still need another name.
Hmm. I dont feel the same as I did a few months back. I still want to move, but I feel more content with my present situation that I did. Its still not the way I want things, but Im alright.
Thats enough jibber jabber for now. Im going to go enjoy my day. (You should go do the same.)
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You're making me miss my old van. The entire engine went kaput like a year ago, and there was nothing I could do about it. It was a 1990 Mitsubishi Eurovan. So quite a bit smaller than what you have. It was the "compromise" with my parents when I was 16, I wanted to buy a 1968 VW van. My father thought they were "unsafe" after his experience with a roll-over in one in the 70s. I definitely do miss riding a bit above the traffic so I can see what is coming.
I'd agree, this new Incubus CD isn't their best work ever, but it's a ton better than their last one. I was not a fan of a crow left of the murder.
Anyway, have a great New Year, and good luck in portland! You'll have to tell me how lovely the seasons are.