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My shoot with Lorelei is Wednesday. Im excited. (aka nervous)

Work is going well, with my new job and all. I like it a lot. On the downside its caused me to get a pretty bad upper respiratory infection. Im also very sleepy. Waking up at 5am everday isnt fun. But still better than what I was doing before!

I havent been myself lately. Ive been more bitter, cold, angry. Makes sense, with whats happened this week.

So I said the test results for my mom came in. Heart cancer and emphysema. As if watching her mother die in front of us from the same thing wasnt enough to make her stop smoking.

Now, when my coworkers go on a "smoke break" I get angry and have to hold back tears. They dont understand why Im upset all the time lately.