affy

Its a scary thing when you realize your parents are going to die before you will. My mom had a heart attack this morning, she's going in for a slew of tests tomorrow but the doctors keep bringing up the word cancer. She has had a lot of problems in her life, from cervical cancer at my age to skin cancer and problems gaining weight. These are all things my our doctor has told me could be part of my life too.

Im trying as hard as I can to get her out here for a vacation. She needs to get away from stress at home (which let me tell you, is psychotic. She has so much on her shoulders).

Crap.