In college people referred to me as the walking drugstore because I had a medicine for everything. Doctors get prescription happy with me, what can I say? But now, when I have about 2 dozen bruises spanning my back, stomach and arms, a migraine that makes me wince, and barely enough energy to lift my 4.5lb laptop I dont have a single fucking aspirin in the entire apartment.
What.the.fuck....
I went to a concert last night with every intention of letting out all the pent up anger Ive had for the last few months, and I think I accomplished just that. Its nice to feel the pain of it, its better than the lack of feeling I had before.
For that hour and a half when I was jumping and screaming and bouncing off of people I actually felt like I was back home in Chicago, and it felt so good. There was even a Chicago hometown band opening that I know of fairly well, which made things seem normal I guess (although I hate the band for the most part, fucking herion addicts).
I need to get a job asap, because the last of my entertainment here is now gone. I need distractions.
What.the.fuck....
I went to a concert last night with every intention of letting out all the pent up anger Ive had for the last few months, and I think I accomplished just that. Its nice to feel the pain of it, its better than the lack of feeling I had before.
For that hour and a half when I was jumping and screaming and bouncing off of people I actually felt like I was back home in Chicago, and it felt so good. There was even a Chicago hometown band opening that I know of fairly well, which made things seem normal I guess (although I hate the band for the most part, fucking herion addicts).
I need to get a job asap, because the last of my entertainment here is now gone. I need distractions.
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I hope you find something fulfilling. You need something that makes you happy.
I don't know how much time you have or what's around you, but if the job you find doesn't meet that need maybe there's some volunteer work you could do...feeling like you're helping people and that you're needed can be great for your mood.
Good luck, Affy.