affecta

I'm on flickr like everyone else. What what?

I had an amazing week. I am so moved by the people around me. I love being able to help people. Seeking positivity and not eating meat are the bestest things in the world.

New Grey's Anatomy and The Office? Fall weather and soy lattes with my gay husband? New copies of magazines? Great Saturday plans? Amazing.

In one weeks's time, a lifetime of events have occured. I took on more work at work, I'm seeing another one of my favorites in concert here in November, my best friend was in an accident, and another friend of mine is engaged. I gave up meat again. I feel like so much change has happened in a week. My friend is 100% fine but...
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Thank You

A complete stranger at the grocery offered me brussels sprouts and I told her everything that happened.Before I realized, I was eating chicken and potatoes in front of the news channel I watched with my mom when I was a kid.
You tell me my talents are under-utilzed and I don't know how I'm supposed to respond. I don't take the easy way. I really...
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It is the third time, scratch - 4th time in a week that I have gotten quite drunk with my Best. He and I really ought not do this when we have to work early hours. We said just one and before you know, he's starting fights and I'm loosening his tie. I quite expect to have a hangover in three hours when I wake...
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I'm baking at 4 in the morning because good friends deserve cakes baked at odd hours.

I've thought about it and I don't think it's ego-feeding. I think it's something else, undefined. Fall is coming and I adore what it brings with it, trips to California and halloween and concerts and I just noticed that there's a bottle of Wild Turkey more than half-gone. It's not mine. I suppose he's been drinking it. Beautiful novel waiting for me behind me, I...
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I will be making no personal trips in the coming months. I'm being responsible and paying down bils. I will be right here in my hometown reading and working and drinking with my famous awesome friends. Rough patches pop up in love. Sometimes they pop up for years. You weather them out or you bail. I'm not the girl who bails anymore. I'm the one...
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I am working on developing a program which is like cooking from scratch. There is alot of detailed work going into what I'm doing. I'm not sure why I'm doing it. I suppose it's because I can, because I love the people I am doing it for, because I want to create something out of nothing. It's one of the most difficult things 've ever...
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I am trying to sober up. Fuck, fuck, fuck. I cannot. I don't think I have ever drank this much. I haven't. Sober sober sober. drunken texts and shit. ugh. I drank a lot of tequila and I hate tequila. I danced with a lot of people I can't even see faces. Seriously I cannot. Awful, awfull. awful. Please no hangover.