kinda got this by accident. i just wanted to see it but before i could protest it was rung up and bought. oh well. its pretty cool and i do get a kick out of recognizing the girls who the characters are drawn after. Go Squeak and Bully for being just as hot drawn and colored! I'm not sure who the rest of the girls are yet.
weight loss: 4.5 lbs down but this past week kinda screwed me and i fell off the wagon big time. when your walking partner wants to drink it doesnt work as well. my parents were out of town and i had a house to myself so it was a little harder to be responsible. doesnt help my fiancee felt the need to bring me pizza all the time since he delivers a few nights a week. i think he was scared i would starve on my own.
i keep telling him no matter how you put it pizza is not good for you. atleast not all the time and especially when youve pretty much cut dairy out. my tummy was not happy. the weather is awesome today. which helps my mood and my bleak outlook on life lately. this unemployed thing is just such a bummer. i started out pumped and ready to start something new and amazing but when everything fell through several times after making contact with employers and having interviews ive started to feel a bit downtrodden. doesnt help that financially the fiance is feeling the squeeze with helping me bill wise. he made some comment about me sitting on my ass and i almost ripped his head off.
im ready for something to happen. ready for this life to happen. in 137 days i will be married. in the next 60 living in a place of my own. those things will jump start a large part of my life but if only this career could get going then i wouldnt feel like a failure so much. it was 2 years last week since i graduated college. i try to keep a head up about everything. it will happen when its supposed to. i will find work. i will be ok. but dammit even im starting to doubt my own positive thinking mantras.
btw: i have only been out of work for the past 2 months. i lost my retail job with the company ive worked on and off for for 9 years. way to make me feel like i was important ya dicks. good job weighing the pros and cons of keeping an awesome employee like me around.
::le sigh:: i will find work. i will be ok. i will find work. i will be ok. i will be an amazing funeral director/embalmer.....
doontheloon:
you will, in fact, be just fine. You will get that funeral director job. Think about it. People are always dying!