aeryka

well kiddies today is my birthday! i turn 25 today!

not too much going on today. i plan on pampering myself a bit this morning and then tonight we are having drinks with friends at a bar near home. plus the boy is making me dinner. something about lobster tail.
If anyone is near me they are welcome to come out for drinks too! PM me for info.

so ive started a diet as of monday. ive decided that i need to do something about my weight. i cant keep living like this and expect to make a pretty bride, or a hot MILF. plus when i have kids i can imagine it will be even harder. so im going to change and im going to try and get back into some of my favorite clothes. you know how they say you gain the freshman 15 in college? well i gained the SIU 40 thanks to drinking beer like a fish almost every day. Im going to change things now before my health is affected. I know i still look hot and curvy but ill be a fucking knock out if i can drop some of this pudge. Ive been writing down everything i eat every BTL, bite, taste, and lick. i know my biggest problem is snacking through out the day. So im exercising some major will power and staying out of the kitchen when im feeling like i want something and i know i dont need it. im also learning that some of the things i thought were healthy are not! i love ceasar salad. ceasar is horrible! so my whole ill have ceasar instead of fries was not as good of a move as i thought! and im pushing my mom to keep fruits and veggies in the house, something you dont often find in our house. i love these things and i will eat them but they arent around much. so im changing and hopefully changing my moms eating habits too. as for dad, i think that will be a bit harder. the man puts cheese ontop of cheese. and ive been shocked to learn hes on two different kinds of cholesterol medicines! along with my diet i want to start walking. hopefully this damn snow will go away and spring will finally start so i can go for walks at night. ive never been that excited or interested in exercising but i think i can walk. plus ive got a secret weapon. but ill save that for later.

my fishies are doing well. the tank is still in the new stage and setting up. so ive got to monitor the nitrate levels carefully and make sure they dont go too high and kill my babies. they are big goldfish and now that im looking at them more im seeing that they take big huge gross fishy craps! ickness. goldfish are durty fishies. but i love em. they follow me when it gets late and they know they are going to get fed. i got a new little baby too. tiny little black moor. hes cute and he wiggles.

i bought one of these recently. i cant remember if i wrote about it before. its working quite well. prevents the mattress soakage that i can only imagine is ruining it. plus i dont hafta sleep in the wet spot or on a towel afterwards. a great investment for anyone dealing with the same issues aka female ejaculation. washing it is a bit strange. i dry it on the super delicate cycle so as not to damage it and it takes FOREVER to fully dry and even when you think it is and lay on it it is obviously still a tad damp. all in all it works quite well. i mean towels just soak it up and only to a point eventually they just soak through no matter how many times you fold them.

i wish i could have slept longer. on my days off i always wake up when i would usually wake up for work sometimes i can go back to sleep sometimes i cant. my fish tank is on a timer and it goes on around 830 am. so once that came on i was up. im thinking a birthday nap is going to be in order tonight.

I hope everyone has a good day! i will put up pictures tomorrow of tonight. im sure i will take some.