photos taken by writeboy at his and scarekrow's halloween party. they had set up a photo booth. its nice to see some pics that arent just random drunken shots. ![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
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so theres kinda lot running through my head. trying to figure out how much i like this whole being single thing. while alot of times i dont like it at the same time im not ready to be someones girlfriend again. im not ready to put that much stock in someone when life has proven that people and relationships change and nothing is certain or sacred. i guess im feeling a bit jaded.
besides i was just starting to get the hang of this whole single woman life. i think i need to be by myself a bit more before i can be with someone in an exclusive relationship. i think its only fair to that person and myself. and that person is awesome.![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
meanwhile on my chest....
![](https://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs118.snc3/16541_633718566127_37615977_36112026_6440344_n.jpg)
there has been a tiny bit of bruising and while it moves with me which feels pretty strange its doing just fine. its not all that sore anymore except when i touch right below the top ball. im assuming thats where the bruising originated since its so tender. it is really weird to be able to feel the bar under my skin. im crossing my fingers and taking good care of it. i hope it heals up well and doesnt reject. but this is all new territory for me as ive never had a surface piercings before.
o yeah and my mom and dad HATE it. ive been getting pierced since i was 18. theyve never gotten this bent out of shape over it before. my dad asked me why i do it, im not in a freak show so whats the point? i tried to maturely and calmly explain how its something i enjoy that makes me happy, it doesnt negatively effect them ((to which my father almost yelled, "it effects me in almost every way!")), and that while they dont have to understand i would appreciate it if they could atleast accept. i guess they are wondering how far i will go.
i guess i wont tell them about my interests in suspension. but they seen to have gotten over the initial shock and are more occupied with the downward spiral my brother is currently destroying his life with.![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
and so i have this weekend off. it should be pretty good.
-one of my fave suburban bars is back open!
-an engagement get together on saturday
-possible trip to visit DoontheLoon. its been too long.
-if im around i will be going to Rockbox for my weekly sunday drunken antics in Chicago.
Hope everyone else has just as much fun!![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
![biggrin](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/biggrin.b730b6165809.gif)
![](https://photos-e.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs002.snc3/10944_883419987238_13744564_50123482_4434509_n.jpg)
![](https://photos-g.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs002.snc3/10944_883419982248_13744564_50123481_3100655_n.jpg)
![](https://photos-c.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs002.snc3/10944_883419992228_13744564_50123483_7211640_n.jpg)
so theres kinda lot running through my head. trying to figure out how much i like this whole being single thing. while alot of times i dont like it at the same time im not ready to be someones girlfriend again. im not ready to put that much stock in someone when life has proven that people and relationships change and nothing is certain or sacred. i guess im feeling a bit jaded.
besides i was just starting to get the hang of this whole single woman life. i think i need to be by myself a bit more before i can be with someone in an exclusive relationship. i think its only fair to that person and myself. and that person is awesome.
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
meanwhile on my chest....
![](https://photos-d.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs118.snc3/16541_633718566127_37615977_36112026_6440344_n.jpg)
there has been a tiny bit of bruising and while it moves with me which feels pretty strange its doing just fine. its not all that sore anymore except when i touch right below the top ball. im assuming thats where the bruising originated since its so tender. it is really weird to be able to feel the bar under my skin. im crossing my fingers and taking good care of it. i hope it heals up well and doesnt reject. but this is all new territory for me as ive never had a surface piercings before.
o yeah and my mom and dad HATE it. ive been getting pierced since i was 18. theyve never gotten this bent out of shape over it before. my dad asked me why i do it, im not in a freak show so whats the point? i tried to maturely and calmly explain how its something i enjoy that makes me happy, it doesnt negatively effect them ((to which my father almost yelled, "it effects me in almost every way!")), and that while they dont have to understand i would appreciate it if they could atleast accept. i guess they are wondering how far i will go.
i guess i wont tell them about my interests in suspension. but they seen to have gotten over the initial shock and are more occupied with the downward spiral my brother is currently destroying his life with.
![blackeyed](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/punch.6a3d8a00b8f8.gif)
and so i have this weekend off. it should be pretty good.
-one of my fave suburban bars is back open!
-an engagement get together on saturday
-possible trip to visit DoontheLoon. its been too long.
-if im around i will be going to Rockbox for my weekly sunday drunken antics in Chicago.
Hope everyone else has just as much fun!
![kiss](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/kiss.fdbea70b77bb.gif)
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My parents aren't too fond of my tattoos so I can relate, somewhat.
i miss it a lot as well. like...a lot.