Tuesday Apr 29, 2008

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im now on zoloft. and trazodone when i cant sleep.

not so sure that being honest with my doctor about my alcohol and drug use was such a good idea.

i hope these do more good than possible harm

if i can be happy again all i need is to feel sexual and ill be back to normal. as of late ive felt very asexual. doesnt mean im not using my toys before bed, but just that very few flesh and blood toys actually interest me when im sober. this isnt me. i dont like it.

the question that plagues me every nite:

if everyone thinks im so great,beautiful, smart, funny, caring and all those other good things then why did he leave me?
frown

putting away the pictures of us is prolly a good idea. but i dont want to forget. skull


figured you all deserved a new pic of me
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trocar:
No point wasting time trying to understand why other people do the things they do, live free or die wondering.
deadjebus:
Eh, the Trazadone never really worked for me. Remron did - but I was high as a kite for the first few days taking it.
Kinda got boring having a 72 hour high - Plus not something you want to do if you have important things to do that week.

After that, though, it was fine.

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