aerosolinvasion

i had a very "i'm in a combat zone" event yesterday, but i shall spare details to those who needn't know. i had a rough time dealing with said event, rough enough to need valium for sleep. i woke up this morning and still had this bleeding desire to erase a few decisions i have made in my life, just to start over and paint new pictures for the life i'd love to live.
i then spoke with the one woman who has abilities to diminish the negative things brought upon my own mind by life and the events within it, and i came to an absolute realization that there is nothing in my life i would have done differently, because i have nothing but admiration for the position my life has put me in now.
those close to me can attest, that while i don't smile in pictures, and i don't jump for glee at the sight of exciting things, i am among the most content of men on this earth.
i wouldn't change a thing, for it all leads me to the life that is mine, and mine alone.
there are words sung by a great man that i need only to hear in order to appreciate life, for reasons that only a very special girl knows. they are the words to which i cling in fashion of clinging to my soulmate upon wakening.
"good morning all, it's a beautiful day".