I feel somehow confused at the moment, there are some really lucky moments in my life, but the whole situation is.. kind of disgusting. I am not happy with myself and my body and even not how all the things are running in my life.
But I had to smile when I found some pictures of my beloved hamster "Fussel" - he was so unbeliecably cute and lovely, may he rest in peace. Have a look and rejoice with me:
Ignore the bruises on my legs
And if you'd like to, give my still pending in review set Field Goal some lovin'
xoxo
But I had to smile when I found some pictures of my beloved hamster "Fussel" - he was so unbeliecably cute and lovely, may he rest in peace. Have a look and rejoice with me:
Ignore the bruises on my legs
And if you'd like to, give my still pending in review set Field Goal some lovin'
xoxo
VIEW 10 of 10 COMMENTS
I love little fuzzies.
Thanks for the comment..
Sometimes I also start to wonder how strong my will really was, and how much of it was just "putting of the inevitable," delaying, etc.
But in the end, this time, I always seem to push it off again.
So who knows. I guess if you -can- just .. trick yourself over and over, then maybe it doesn't matter. If you get the same result. And it's working so far. Even if it's angering as fuck in the process.
Hope you are well. <3