And yes, basically this last weeks have been like that.
Between classes and thinking about what I want to do with my life after I finish university: do I want to work in advertising? (hell no), do I want to work in branding? (it might well be), do I want to start my own company? a clothing brand? (well yes, that is what I want)
So to make that happen I might start another carreer next year, hopefully I will find a short one, about a year and not 3, and I will also take some workshops and courses and managin and cloathing design, because I may have forgotten quite a bit.
I fell ill a couple of days ago, I thought it was the flu, but it was so weird because I had this horrible headache and muscle pain all over my body, it was super painfull just getting up to go to the bathroom. I also had nausea after I ate, wich was super weird. After a day and a half in bed, I'm so much better now, feeling good, no nausea, no pain whatsoever.
So back to work.
I still have to get going with my thesis and lock myself on my university's library. Get a ton of copies from books and translate all that into coherent text. A long way to go.
I'm shooting my next set on september 20, a photographer friend of mine is taking the pictures, I'm super nervous! the next set I'm shooting with him might be on october 4, and I still have to arrange another photoshoot with another friend of mine (we delayed it for like 2 months already!)
Yesterday I went to a casting call, I didn't quite know what they were looking, but they got my name somehow. It was for a music video of a local artist, and they wanted a ballerina-sort-of, I think I didn't do to well, I get super nervous and I am no professional dancer.
Kinda sadly too, I found out the guy I kinda liked is maybe hooking up with his ex-gf, which is cool for them, but kinda sucks for me? I don't really know anymore. I'm so confused in the liking department, that I rather just focus on my work and not let the usual morons near me.
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Lotssa love
