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It's a trip to watch my emotions as they swing back and forth between being sad and missing the ex (that never quite happened)
and feeling fed up and totally done with the weird trip that was our two year long distance conversation about having a relationship ...

In the meantime, right here I'm having to let go of a friendship that I really enjoy because she wants it to be more and I just don't have those feelings for her

Me and relationships aren't getting along well, but in the midst of the insanity I feel strangely calm and solid in sticking to my truth in both situations

...balance at the center of opposites...