yay. today is turning out to be a pretty great day.
it started out crappy though. i got up an hour later than planned, because i was SO freaking tired. i then had to go to my doctors appointment, but it was snowing outside,
and i was in a freaking hurry, and in my plateau killer shoes, and i fell on my bike and not only ripped another hole in my red pantihoses, i also ripped anoter hole in my black fishnet/ pattern holed pantihoses.
and my knee looks like shite now, and hurts.
i finally got to the docs, all wet, filled with holes, and on a scraped knee. then i have to wait for 20 fucking minutes. no need to hurry at all!
i go in, and have to strip down in the cold room, and then the doc "probed" me in my pussy, with a fucking freezing instrument. no pics of this
oh yay! but at least everything seemed normal. and i get news on the cervical cell scrape in 14 days. i hope i am ok. it is very comforting that i get checked every third year. 
no cervical cancer is gonna sneak up on me!
then i hit the town. but i was early and the stores hadn't opened yet. so i stood in the snowy/ rainy weather looking at kids icescating. when their teachers started looking at me like i was some freaky pedophile i went to a cafe and had a diet latte. helped so much on the mood!
i then exchanged my cutesy limegreen underwear to a size i can actually squeze my ass in.
then proceded to look through every store in the city, without really knowing what i wanted.
found some white stripe cds at half price. bought two.
music always makes me happy. then proceded to another record store and bought the boy pitch black. they didn't have any soft cell either. 
this town is too small for me! 
then i looked at galla dresses, and drooled over a skirt i thought were too expensive. maybe i will get it anyways. if i am still thinking about it in a couple of days, i will probably have to.
i then went looking for new pantyhoses, but alas, no reds were available. seems like i will have to be super punk for a while, with all the holes my current red ones have. hehe.
oh yeah, i also got some ugly ugly hot pants for horseback riding in.
hopefully they will take care of the problems i have had with scraping the skin off my pussy.
no piccies of that either
what else what else. well, i finally made it home. and realised just HOW many hours i spend in town. woops.
oh yeah, i also got some new black warm knitted socks! i really needed new ones! 
when i got home, the postman was here. and he had my birthday shoes from the boy with him!!! they are even better in real life!
i love them so much. and he of course thinks they are kind of hideous. but i don't care! i love love love them!
i just finished eating his left over pizza from last night.
bad me, must start diet again soon. next week i guess. hehe. but it tasted so gooood! and in a minute or two i will go hunt for some candy!
i just talked on the phone with the guy about the location for my sg shoot. yay. it is totally doable. and we will only have to pay a symbolic rent for use of power and stuff like that fuck yeah!
kissies all around!
oh yeah. i also got a book!
it started out crappy though. i got up an hour later than planned, because i was SO freaking tired. i then had to go to my doctors appointment, but it was snowing outside,
and i was in a freaking hurry, and in my plateau killer shoes, and i fell on my bike and not only ripped another hole in my red pantihoses, i also ripped anoter hole in my black fishnet/ pattern holed pantihoses.
and my knee looks like shite now, and hurts.
i finally got to the docs, all wet, filled with holes, and on a scraped knee. then i have to wait for 20 fucking minutes. no need to hurry at all!
i go in, and have to strip down in the cold room, and then the doc "probed" me in my pussy, with a fucking freezing instrument. no pics of this
oh yay! but at least everything seemed normal. and i get news on the cervical cell scrape in 14 days. i hope i am ok. it is very comforting that i get checked every third year. no cervical cancer is gonna sneak up on me!
then i hit the town. but i was early and the stores hadn't opened yet. so i stood in the snowy/ rainy weather looking at kids icescating. when their teachers started looking at me like i was some freaky pedophile i went to a cafe and had a diet latte. helped so much on the mood!
i then exchanged my cutesy limegreen underwear to a size i can actually squeze my ass in.
then proceded to look through every store in the city, without really knowing what i wanted.
found some white stripe cds at half price. bought two.
music always makes me happy. then proceded to another record store and bought the boy pitch black. they didn't have any soft cell either. this town is too small for me!
then i looked at galla dresses, and drooled over a skirt i thought were too expensive. maybe i will get it anyways. if i am still thinking about it in a couple of days, i will probably have to.
i then went looking for new pantyhoses, but alas, no reds were available.
seems like i will have to be super punk for a while, with all the holes my current red ones have. hehe.
oh yeah, i also got some ugly ugly hot pants for horseback riding in.
hopefully they will take care of the problems i have had with scraping the skin off my pussy.
no piccies of that either
what else what else. well, i finally made it home. and realised just HOW many hours i spend in town. woops.
oh yeah, i also got some new black warm knitted socks! i really needed new ones!
when i got home, the postman was here. and he had my birthday shoes from the boy with him!!!
they are even better in real life!
i love them so much. and he of course thinks they are kind of hideous. but i don't care! i love love love them!
i just finished eating his left over pizza from last night.
bad me, must start diet again soon. next week i guess. hehe. but it tasted so gooood! and in a minute or two i will go hunt for some candy!
i just talked on the phone with the guy about the location for my sg shoot.
yay. it is totally doable. and we will only have to pay a symbolic rent for use of power and stuff like that fuck yeah!
kissies all around!
oh yeah. i also got a book!
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I used to go to the gyno each year and ended up with cervical cancer (not the transmitted shit, to clarify, lol). You'd think the whole removal of the malignant tumors thing would have prompted me to go MORE often. No. I'm now terrified that if I go I'll have cancer again. Like just BEING THERE causes cancer.