argh. i feel crappy today. and i have to ride santos. and now we sort of cancelled the study date. so i don't have an excuse to go out to uni, so i am gonna end up staying home. hopefully i will study today. only a week more. i must pass. i am beginning to doubt it. ugh!
2024
sooooo tired. ended up going to kalas to study. and we actually covered quite a lot. i am more positive about my examn in a week now. after studying i went to ride santos. we are getting great together. and it is so cool to have an old routined horse that actually knows all the stuff i have been trying to get my young horsies to do for years
riding thankfully took my mind of biochemestry and examn pressure and the fact that i have a shoot tomorrow. and that i will be exhaused through out my hole body because of the riding. hehe. one must suffer for beauty i suppose. at least my body is getting more firm now. i actually noticed how flat-ish my stomach was today when i showered.
shoot tomorrow. so i am colouring hair now. sadly the shops were closed when i finally turned my bike towards home, so no black nailpolish. i think i will go au naturel instead. now i just need to pack the bag for tomorrow, wash the dye out of my hair and sleep 1000 miles an hour.
2024
sooooo tired. ended up going to kalas to study. and we actually covered quite a lot. i am more positive about my examn in a week now. after studying i went to ride santos. we are getting great together. and it is so cool to have an old routined horse that actually knows all the stuff i have been trying to get my young horsies to do for years

riding thankfully took my mind of biochemestry and examn pressure and the fact that i have a shoot tomorrow. and that i will be exhaused through out my hole body because of the riding. hehe. one must suffer for beauty i suppose. at least my body is getting more firm now. i actually noticed how flat-ish my stomach was today when i showered.

shoot tomorrow. so i am colouring hair now. sadly the shops were closed when i finally turned my bike towards home, so no black nailpolish. i think i will go au naturel instead. now i just need to pack the bag for tomorrow, wash the dye out of my hair and sleep 1000 miles an hour.

i think i may apply, i took some new pics of myself today (my family are unwilling subjects). i am gonna get a friend of mine who is a profesh photog to do some pics first and see how that goes. ive never had proper pictures taken of me bar shitty school ones!