argh. i feel like utter shit. i think i am sick. again. great. ended up cancelling studying with kallah, cancelled therapy and went to bed again, only to sleep until 7 pm. yes. i slept all day. fuck, if i had stayed in bed for just 4 more hours i would have slept a day away. hah. ironic.
my head hurts. my throat hurts. i am whiny. and changing between sweating my ass of and having chivers. ugh!
i dreamt that i was on sg camp. everyone was either super nice, or true bitches. and they rejected my set. and accepted one from my old school, named lea. i kept thinking they made a mistake. and the boy and his friend held an intervention for me. how weird. oh, and missy and her staff lived in a basement. and you had to pass killer dogs, several of them. and it was the grim reaper that was their doorman. he was nice though. oh yeah, and then everything turned into a discovery channel history program. and i was a hunter. and i ruled with my slingshot. and i killed trolls. and their poop smelled horrible. should i ease up on the wow perhaps? lol.
i also discovered the potato.
2015
i doubt i ever will be working with torben raun again. what a dick. i asked if he could add to my model release that i didn't want him to use any pics of me where my crotch were visible. and he replied: "nopes, that will make me look unprofessional" cough. what a dick. of course it won't. it will just show companies you work with that you respect other peoples boundaries. fuck he is such an amateur.
2059
who knew it would pay off to be a diva and a bitch? now i suddenly can look the pictures trough and sort through them before he is using any of them. lol. oh well. i am naive and believe in the best in people. i suppose i will give him a second chance. again. i love having all this written down in emails. then he won't be able to screw around with me. HA!
my head hurts. my throat hurts. i am whiny. and changing between sweating my ass of and having chivers. ugh!
i dreamt that i was on sg camp. everyone was either super nice, or true bitches. and they rejected my set. and accepted one from my old school, named lea. i kept thinking they made a mistake. and the boy and his friend held an intervention for me. how weird. oh, and missy and her staff lived in a basement. and you had to pass killer dogs, several of them. and it was the grim reaper that was their doorman. he was nice though. oh yeah, and then everything turned into a discovery channel history program. and i was a hunter. and i ruled with my slingshot. and i killed trolls. and their poop smelled horrible. should i ease up on the wow perhaps? lol.
i also discovered the potato.
2015
i doubt i ever will be working with torben raun again. what a dick. i asked if he could add to my model release that i didn't want him to use any pics of me where my crotch were visible. and he replied: "nopes, that will make me look unprofessional" cough. what a dick. of course it won't. it will just show companies you work with that you respect other peoples boundaries. fuck he is such an amateur.
2059
who knew it would pay off to be a diva and a bitch? now i suddenly can look the pictures trough and sort through them before he is using any of them. lol. oh well. i am naive and believe in the best in people. i suppose i will give him a second chance. again. i love having all this written down in emails. then he won't be able to screw around with me. HA!
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lycoris:
Potato?
hellabella:
Yeah, I know I'm still here. It's weird. My settings said my subscription ran out yesterday but I'm still here. Not sure how that worked out but it's not a complaint. I did cancel the autopatic payment, but you might want to check your recent purchases to make sure it went through. 