I don't really have anything to say. I'm mostly posting so I can get rid of that very angry, yet oddly funny rant, which still lurks in my previous entry. I'm not really that angry of a person. At least my anger is rarely directed towards a particular person... mostly just at a cruel and unforgiving world. There are very few people out there I actively dislike. In fact, really the only way to get me to hate you is to hate me. Margaret did a fairly good job of that when she decided to going from a best friend to completely cutting me off. And yet, there are still times when I feel pity for her.
I had a rather uneventful weekend. The girl who I met last weekend (who asked me for my phone number) and I called last Thursday still hasn't called me back. With each passing day there is less and less of a chance that I'll hear from her. I plan on calling her again next weekend although everyone tells me not to bother. Really, what have I got to lose and I still believe that she actually does want to hang out with me. I'll be more successful being tenacious than I will being a wuss. I also vaguely remember something about her going on vacation, but that's probably wishful thinking.
In the meantime, the girl I used to have a crush on is back from vacation. Actually, I still kind of like her, even though she's proven herself to be flaky and unstable and a bit crazy. But she is with another guy now anyways and while I don't expect it to last, there is nothing I can do for now. I decided I'm just gonna chill, not call her, but hang out with her when I see her. And she is gonna be buying me drinks from now on
. She actually called me on Saturday night, we talked a little bit, and she apologized for being so curt with me on the phone when I had last talked to her (weird...).
I have a crush #3 too, but I'm not going to talk about her here. I don't know her very well, and I don't know when or if I'll ever run into her again, so I'm not getting my hopes up.
Thank you everyone who posted comments on my last journal. It was surprising to see how many people read this stuff. I'm going to have to start paying better attention to spelling and grammar and everything. Hopefully my life will get moving and there will be better character development in my future journals.
I had a rather uneventful weekend. The girl who I met last weekend (who asked me for my phone number) and I called last Thursday still hasn't called me back. With each passing day there is less and less of a chance that I'll hear from her. I plan on calling her again next weekend although everyone tells me not to bother. Really, what have I got to lose and I still believe that she actually does want to hang out with me. I'll be more successful being tenacious than I will being a wuss. I also vaguely remember something about her going on vacation, but that's probably wishful thinking.
In the meantime, the girl I used to have a crush on is back from vacation. Actually, I still kind of like her, even though she's proven herself to be flaky and unstable and a bit crazy. But she is with another guy now anyways and while I don't expect it to last, there is nothing I can do for now. I decided I'm just gonna chill, not call her, but hang out with her when I see her. And she is gonna be buying me drinks from now on
. She actually called me on Saturday night, we talked a little bit, and she apologized for being so curt with me on the phone when I had last talked to her (weird...).
I have a crush #3 too, but I'm not going to talk about her here. I don't know her very well, and I don't know when or if I'll ever run into her again, so I'm not getting my hopes up.
Thank you everyone who posted comments on my last journal. It was surprising to see how many people read this stuff. I'm going to have to start paying better attention to spelling and grammar and everything. Hopefully my life will get moving and there will be better character development in my future journals.
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murkling:
The fact that you actually looked that up I think speaks volumes.
frost:
same shit differnt toilet.