I'm going to keep my journal entries deliberately abstract for a little while. I've realized that even if you keep things obscure, people still gossip and figure out what it all is about anyways. I learned this this weekend when someone said something to me like, "you know who [so-and-so] is really talking about in his/her journal? That person is [so-and-so]" 
I know I'm not ever the target of gossip and I don't think I would care if I was, but I'm keeping things on the DL for now, especially since it seems like so many people out there don't like me right now (siblings and old roommates).
That said, here is the summary of my weekend:
Friday:
- I get the stitches out of my chin and learn that the scrapes on my face are infected
- Some friends from NY come to visit, and one wears the PVC skirt I made for her
- We get kicked out of ManRay
- I get my heart broken
- At an after-party the manager(?) at ManRay apologizes to me and invites us back tomorrow
- I learn that ManRay is closing in 3 weeks
Saturday:
- I'm depressed, I sleep most of the day
- I pay off my roommate to avoid more drama
- I go out to ManRay again and hang with TheFullNelson and I cheer up a little
Sunday:
- I rent a truck and move out of my temporary apartment and into my friend's house in west Somerville, again, temporarily
- I hurt my back moving and spend a lot of the evening laying on the floor
I guess one good thing about my current experiences is that it has made me completely forget about Margaret. As long as there keeps on being a steady stream of women where things don't work out, I'll never obsess about any particular one of them for too long
. These days it doesn't seem to be an issue that these girls I meet don't like me... it just seems like they are inappropriate for me for different reasons. Oh, and I always seem to end up on the friendship ladder.
I'm going to be going to Ceremony tonight. My friend's Shawn and Christina (who I am currently living with) are going too, which is awesome - they've never been to ManRay or Ceremony or any of those places I go. I'm also going to see Elspeth who I haven't seen in months, and Rachelle should be there too cause James is DJing. Probably I'll see TheFullNelson there too. I'm hoping this other girl will be there too, though I don't think I'll be too upset if she isn't (ok, I'd be disappointed).
Three more days until camping, and I still have a bunch of things left to do to prepare. I'm really looking forward to it. I hope that it gets me out of this funk that I am in.
I know I'm not ever the target of gossip and I don't think I would care if I was, but I'm keeping things on the DL for now, especially since it seems like so many people out there don't like me right now (siblings and old roommates).
That said, here is the summary of my weekend:
Friday:
- I get the stitches out of my chin and learn that the scrapes on my face are infected
- Some friends from NY come to visit, and one wears the PVC skirt I made for her
- We get kicked out of ManRay
- I get my heart broken
- At an after-party the manager(?) at ManRay apologizes to me and invites us back tomorrow
- I learn that ManRay is closing in 3 weeks
Saturday:
- I'm depressed, I sleep most of the day
- I pay off my roommate to avoid more drama
- I go out to ManRay again and hang with TheFullNelson and I cheer up a little
Sunday:
- I rent a truck and move out of my temporary apartment and into my friend's house in west Somerville, again, temporarily
- I hurt my back moving and spend a lot of the evening laying on the floor
I guess one good thing about my current experiences is that it has made me completely forget about Margaret. As long as there keeps on being a steady stream of women where things don't work out, I'll never obsess about any particular one of them for too long
. These days it doesn't seem to be an issue that these girls I meet don't like me... it just seems like they are inappropriate for me for different reasons. Oh, and I always seem to end up on the friendship ladder.
I'm going to be going to Ceremony tonight. My friend's Shawn and Christina (who I am currently living with) are going too, which is awesome - they've never been to ManRay or Ceremony or any of those places I go. I'm also going to see Elspeth who I haven't seen in months, and Rachelle should be there too cause James is DJing. Probably I'll see TheFullNelson there too. I'm hoping this other girl will be there too, though I don't think I'll be too upset if she isn't (ok, I'd be disappointed).
Three more days until camping, and I still have a bunch of things left to do to prepare. I'm really looking forward to it. I hope that it gets me out of this funk that I am in.
Well, I was kneeling down next to a neighborhood dog who had just been fighting with another dog, trying to calm it down or something. So it bit me in the face. I don't remember much at all, besides that they had to put me under general anesthesia to get stitches in, and that made me really nauseated. So I don't remember the pain, just my dad freaking out.