aedara

I've been thinking. I've had a lot of time to think since I'm between work and school at the moment and completely broke. When I was getting a weekly paycheck I always felt broke, always felt like I didn't have enough money. But now that I have no money coming in at all I've gotten to this strange zen place about it, where it doesn't bother me at all. There are a few things that I want, and I have accepted that I can't have them now and I need to make due with what I have. It's very peaceful. But strange. It also makes me wonder where all that damn money went when I did have it...

Where does your money go?

I know a lot of mine went to impulsive stuff, especially eating out/nice prepared food. Budgeting seems to go out the window when my tummy grumbles.

Another chunk of it went to yarn/needles/knitting books to fund my new hobby.

I used to buy a lot of clothes, but I curbed that sharpley this summer.

It still seems like their's a lot unacounted for...