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Hi lady! It's none of my business but I just went through the same with my man... He's always been extremely supportive, for which I love him to no end. However, he wasn't comfortable at all with me wanting to be a SG, and made it clear several times; basically his thoughts were that something so intimate should only be shared with one's partner. I completely understood where he was coming from but I've always been way more open minded than him. I respect him tons and I know as a couple we gotta make decisions together and all but being an SG is something I've wanted to do for literally years and finally had the courage and the opportunity and decided to take it. He knew about the shoot and while he wasn't happy about it, he said this one thing that made it all pretty clear; that he wouldn't want to make me unhappy by shutting the door to one of my dreams... And I realized then he was right, even though I considered forgetting about the whole thing, I knew if I did, I'd probably be regretful and wouldn't be able to get over it, ever. Seriously though... I love him to bits and I wouldn't be happy if this was something that had hurt him in anyway. I tried to look at things from his point of view and came up plenty of reasons why he didn't want me to be naked on the Internet; plenty of his friends would see me and all the bits only he's seen (welp, not only he has seen them but y'know, I dont show my bits to just about anyone like that), his family might find out and wouldn't be ok with it, he'd be jealous of whatever comments folk would make on my nude photos, I might find someone who appreciates my body and who could be better than him in some way and he might lose me, etc... But now that I've applied (even though I might never go pink), I realized it's something I had to do for me and I'm still only gonna want him and he knows it.
I don't know what kind of relationship you're in with your boyfriend but you should open up to him and let him know how you feel and how you'd feel if you did or didn't do it. I'm sure you've heard this before but the base of any long lasting relationship is trust, and if you don't have that, it's very likely neither you or your boyfriend are
as happy as you'd like to be. And if that's the case, you should definitely change that, after all, nobody but you will be to blame if someday you regret not doing something you really, reaaally wanted to do.
Hope this helps a bit!

Also- I just took a look at your pictures and you're hella gorgeous!! You'd make an amazing Suicide Girl
<3

happy birthday!!!!!!