I'm so stressed out 
I have zero dollars in both my bank accounts. I deposited a check from my dad for Feb yesterday afternoon and then last night wrote a check to Zach for rent. Well this morning my bank tells me that the check I wrote Zach went thru immediately while the check I deposited hasn't gone thru yet even tho I went straight to the bank in the middle of the day and he went to the atm in the evening which usually takes about a day longer. So my my checking account overdrafted and pulled it out of savings which then overdrafted which took it off my credit card.
So now not only do I have zero dollars in both my accounts but I also owe $500 on both my credit cards and my dad was supposed to pay me back for books but he didn't give me enough money and after rent I can't afford to put gas in my tank to drive to school. AND I need new glasses desperately and I asked my dad if I could have $100 extra to get a new pair and he said yeah next month. I don't understand how he expects me to go to school full time if he isn't going to support me like he said he was going to and like he supported my older sister all thru school. After rent and my phone bill I have zero money for gas or food and with a full schedule and tons and tons of homework I have no time to actually get a job and the lady I nanny for told me she doesn't need me anymore.
FUCK THIS SHIT THIS ISN"T WORTH IT I WANT TO DROP OUT I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS I WOULD RATHER WORK MY ASS OFF THEN LIVE ON ZERO DOLLARS WHILE GOING TO SCHOOL IT IS JUST TOO STRESSFUL I CAN"T HANDLE IT AND I CAN"T CONCENTRATE ON SCHOOL WHEN I AM THIS STRESSED OUT ABOUT OTHER SHIT
I'm out
I have zero dollars in both my bank accounts. I deposited a check from my dad for Feb yesterday afternoon and then last night wrote a check to Zach for rent. Well this morning my bank tells me that the check I wrote Zach went thru immediately while the check I deposited hasn't gone thru yet even tho I went straight to the bank in the middle of the day and he went to the atm in the evening which usually takes about a day longer. So my my checking account overdrafted and pulled it out of savings which then overdrafted which took it off my credit card.
So now not only do I have zero dollars in both my accounts but I also owe $500 on both my credit cards and my dad was supposed to pay me back for books but he didn't give me enough money and after rent I can't afford to put gas in my tank to drive to school. AND I need new glasses desperately and I asked my dad if I could have $100 extra to get a new pair and he said yeah next month. I don't understand how he expects me to go to school full time if he isn't going to support me like he said he was going to and like he supported my older sister all thru school. After rent and my phone bill I have zero money for gas or food and with a full schedule and tons and tons of homework I have no time to actually get a job and the lady I nanny for told me she doesn't need me anymore.
FUCK THIS SHIT THIS ISN"T WORTH IT I WANT TO DROP OUT I HATE LIVING LIKE THIS I WOULD RATHER WORK MY ASS OFF THEN LIVE ON ZERO DOLLARS WHILE GOING TO SCHOOL IT IS JUST TOO STRESSFUL I CAN"T HANDLE IT AND I CAN"T CONCENTRATE ON SCHOOL WHEN I AM THIS STRESSED OUT ABOUT OTHER SHIT
I'm out
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fisherman404:
Being a student does suck sometime. It's hard to see beyond the misery and the poverty. Hang in there, you will be rewarded in a couple of years. The financial aid thing seems a good idea, and keep looking for a job, even if its menial, just to take the pressure off. Banks can be full of shit sometimes. Just think, one day when you're fabulously rich you'll have the bank manager on his or her knees just begging you to use their sevices 
booth83:
Damn that sucks