adrenalynne

do do do.
probably going grey soon.

do do do.
eliminating unnecessary expenses to survive.

do do do.
this is a little song in my head, but you don't know the tune.

minimalism, i think, is becoming my best option. doing what I love is not paying enough to run around partay and be silly and still live. so i think for now i am going to concentrate on living and make the most of what i have. yes, i will have to temp and work silly overnights to make ends meet. but after the ends are met, i refuse to kill myself to go out for drinks, buy new clothes 'just because', and consume more than what i require.

so this may or may not be goodbye. but if you're reading this, and we are truly friends, then it never will be. we will see each other, and we will talk, and we may even hug. and i look forward to it.

despite recent emotional and financial and physical stresses, i am calm and at peace. there really isnt any other option. peace, balance, love: these things are essential to life and, really, it's easy enough to find all of them, because you carry them around with you all the time. they are innate, inside, and easily accessed if you take a second to look.

i am comforted in knowing the universe has provided a path for me to follow, and so i shall. one step at a time, and when i reach a fork, i will always make the right choice. that's just how it is. there are no wrong choices. i can see that now. my choices are my choices, and they will take me everywhere i want to go.

i am a wonderful, amazing, cosmic creature. and so are you.
i deserve all the fantastic, simple, and divine things the universe has to give. and so do you.

namaste.