HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!
i hope everyone was safe and happy and had an amazing time.
things are unofficially over with the guy from 30 seconds to mars, jeremy (though i guess there never was an official beginning). its a shame, because he was cute and fun, but 2 unreturned phone calls and 3 unreturned txt messages - i get the hint, so im just not calling anymore. i think it would have been easier for him to just pick up his phone and tell me he isnt interested anymore, but thats kind of selfish of me to think of my own piece of mind. i mean, i hate confrontation, so i can understand the aversion. i just dont appreciate it. so happy new year to me. lovely way to start it, being dumped. i guess im just disappointed. i knew it would have to end, because i did accept a position tree planting this coming april, but i just didnt think it would be over so soon.
i need to move really soon. im considering quitting my job today and heading to Van, but i think im going to wait until the end of the month. my piano lessons are paid up until then, and i have no savings right now at all. its sad, but whatever. im just going crazy. i was told at 11:30 last night that my laundry was no longer being included in the rest of the family's laundry and wasnt given a reason. and then my mom was throwing shit around, and yelling about randomness. she totally going through menopause and she's completely in denial. it makes me livid, because its like talking to a crazy person. she has no idea she's being difficult or unreasonable. she's impossible to speak to or confront, because then she starts crying and talking about how everyone hates her and everything is her fault. so frustrating.
february cannot come soon enough.
i hope everyone was safe and happy and had an amazing time.
things are unofficially over with the guy from 30 seconds to mars, jeremy (though i guess there never was an official beginning). its a shame, because he was cute and fun, but 2 unreturned phone calls and 3 unreturned txt messages - i get the hint, so im just not calling anymore. i think it would have been easier for him to just pick up his phone and tell me he isnt interested anymore, but thats kind of selfish of me to think of my own piece of mind. i mean, i hate confrontation, so i can understand the aversion. i just dont appreciate it. so happy new year to me. lovely way to start it, being dumped. i guess im just disappointed. i knew it would have to end, because i did accept a position tree planting this coming april, but i just didnt think it would be over so soon.
i need to move really soon. im considering quitting my job today and heading to Van, but i think im going to wait until the end of the month. my piano lessons are paid up until then, and i have no savings right now at all. its sad, but whatever. im just going crazy. i was told at 11:30 last night that my laundry was no longer being included in the rest of the family's laundry and wasnt given a reason. and then my mom was throwing shit around, and yelling about randomness. she totally going through menopause and she's completely in denial. it makes me livid, because its like talking to a crazy person. she has no idea she's being difficult or unreasonable. she's impossible to speak to or confront, because then she starts crying and talking about how everyone hates her and everything is her fault. so frustrating.
february cannot come soon enough.
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so ive got a funny story about where we stayed.....
Customs stops me every time to further interigate me about why i would dare try and visit the great nation of Canada....
So anyhow, they ask where we are staying... and before i can reply, they say... Your not staying at Filmores are you? And i have no idea what they are talking about, so i say, " I think its a Quality Inn, or a Comfort Inn, something like that... Anyhow they laugh, and then we ask for directions downtown.... They where actually really nice and helpful....
We get to our hotel, and the cab driver totaly rips us off... it was like 65 to get downtown, and then he doesnt have any change for the 80 we have on us, so yeah it cost us a shit load.....
We get our key and go up to the room on the fourth floor, and head down a long hallway. When we open our door the whole room is bathed in red light. The light is coming from the building next door. A Four Story high sign, "FILMORES HOTEL" " $5 Table Dance"
if he calls you, just ignore him!
What goes areound comes around!