blllllaaaaaaaahhhhhhh
missing a dentists appt right now. which is fine. the $50 deductible will be better spent getting my crazy ass BACK to Vancouver.
ever since i got home, i keep asking myself why the fuck i even bothered to come back.
why am i in Brampton, when the opportunity to start over was throwing itself in my face? what more did i need from Vancouver to realise that it was screaming at me to stay!?
i think ive totally lost it. haha. dammit.
im fighting with my sister right now. she's a fucking retard. she flat out accused me of wanting to move to Vancouver to be adam's girlfriend or some garbage, while i was in the middle of a phone call. wtf. eavesdropping, and interrupting, and jumping to conclusions are all things that are very annoying. couple this with the fact that she felt the need to take my phone from me, and ask ricardo, 'oh my god, doesnt she do this with, like, every guy she meets?' was the icing on the cake. i tapped her in the face (it wasnt really a hit, it was more of a knock, like on a door), and took my phone back, and just went for a walk. i was furious. scratch that. i am very furious. meddlesome, bossy, rude ... i cant stand her.
i am not denying that adam is hot, or that im attracted to him. both of these statements are true. however, i am not the type of girl (anymore) to confuse a vacation fling with the real thing. if he was really into me, he would have called by now, or something. anything. a txt even. but so far, nothing. so my only conclusion can be that he isnt that into me, and i kind of dealt with all those crazy feelings in Kelowna. sort of. there is a little part of me that's going 'maybe we can hook up when i get back to Van' but there is a bigger part that is going 'would he even want to?' and 'he's hot. he'll be taken by then'
so there.
oh, and going for a walk to cool off does NOT work when it is 35C with the humidex out. and you're wearing long sleeves (nothing else was clean!). it just made me more furious.
i should be at work right now. might as well get going. blah.
missing a dentists appt right now. which is fine. the $50 deductible will be better spent getting my crazy ass BACK to Vancouver.
ever since i got home, i keep asking myself why the fuck i even bothered to come back.
why am i in Brampton, when the opportunity to start over was throwing itself in my face? what more did i need from Vancouver to realise that it was screaming at me to stay!?
i think ive totally lost it. haha. dammit.
im fighting with my sister right now. she's a fucking retard. she flat out accused me of wanting to move to Vancouver to be adam's girlfriend or some garbage, while i was in the middle of a phone call. wtf. eavesdropping, and interrupting, and jumping to conclusions are all things that are very annoying. couple this with the fact that she felt the need to take my phone from me, and ask ricardo, 'oh my god, doesnt she do this with, like, every guy she meets?' was the icing on the cake. i tapped her in the face (it wasnt really a hit, it was more of a knock, like on a door), and took my phone back, and just went for a walk. i was furious. scratch that. i am very furious. meddlesome, bossy, rude ... i cant stand her.
i am not denying that adam is hot, or that im attracted to him. both of these statements are true. however, i am not the type of girl (anymore) to confuse a vacation fling with the real thing. if he was really into me, he would have called by now, or something. anything. a txt even. but so far, nothing. so my only conclusion can be that he isnt that into me, and i kind of dealt with all those crazy feelings in Kelowna. sort of. there is a little part of me that's going 'maybe we can hook up when i get back to Van' but there is a bigger part that is going 'would he even want to?' and 'he's hot. he'll be taken by then'
so there.
oh, and going for a walk to cool off does NOT work when it is 35C with the humidex out. and you're wearing long sleeves (nothing else was clean!). it just made me more furious.
i should be at work right now. might as well get going. blah.
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and as for Mr. Adam, he is definatly worthy of some major crushing, but no need to worry about it until your back in Vancouver, if somthing is going to happen, it will and theres no need to worry about it now. and if nothing does happen, just think of your time with him as somthing you can look back on and smile ... becuase he's sooo damn cute
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