"did humans stand up first or did they speak first?", they spoke after standing up, he says in coy reply, not lifting his head to let his hair fall aside, to let her catch a glimpse of his bluest eye. They have been having sex for almost six months, and she did everything in her power to get closer to him and he is still afraid she is not interested in him, but that is ok because she is, very. . . "did they know they were going to have to stand up so they could speak?" oh, i dunno, the foreman magnum had to shift, that is all i know. . . "i know that, i just mean at what point did primates start wondering about themselves, self-awareness. . . .bonobos and humans, and some comman chimps, that is all, in a world as huge with as many species as we have. . . .not even dolphines with their high, high level intelligence have self awareness. . . .but they are one of only three species that have sex for pleasure. . ." he blushes at the thought of her underneath him, slowly rocking her hips under his weight. . .. do you know you just said dolphins as if it had an e at the end of it? "oh, i did?" and she practices saying dolphines and dolphins, just to clear the matter up in her head a bit. . ."well what do you know, you are right" and she leans over and kisses him right above his cheek bone, right below his eye. . . . ."i love you". . . .he wants to say something great, something wholly original whenever she says that, but he can never think of anything at the moment, it is always some ten or twenty seconds after the fact. . .i know. . .and he leans his head up a little and kisses her. . .she stands and takes the coffee that has long grown cold from off the table, takes his pack of cigarrettes and then takes his hand. . ."you ready to go home?" .. . .yea i am so sick of sitting outside of this place. . . .

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very good!
I'd been checking your journal for a while without seeing any signs of life, I guess I stopped.
Just now I was gazing into those fantastic eyes in a fav-pic on my page and thought, "could she be back?".
So you've completely changed writing patterns.( have you been with off-worlders?)
I remind you that, (no I don't serve guilt ),
you are how I got here.
To find a depth of being connected to such a lovely package was so unexpected, when I thought this place was just pretty pictures.
I must read on.