Valentine's Day.
It's either the day to say I love you, or the day to realize oh fuck, I'm single.
But shouldn't we be saying I love you EVERY day and not just on Valentine's Day.

Valentine's Day 2011
My fiance, avarice25, gets deployed to Afghanistan. At least his plane got delayed last night, so that I could hear his voice. THAT made my day.
I had a test this morning (which I passed), and a shit ton of homework.
I'm getting sick. I think I've made my record for not being sick.
I just want to sleep.
Alabama has snowed far more than normal for this state.
but it seems that it's finally possibly hopefully starting to warm up.
It's random night time snow.
unedited photos.
I couldn't get good photos because it was night time when it snowed.
that day just before it was around 45 degrees. wtf.

I'm officially scared to drive. at least in the month of February.
Everyone I know is totaling their car or getting pulled over.
and it was all on the weekend that marked the year of my best friend's death from a car wreck.
That, and I came to conclusion that everyone is just in a fucking rush in life.
I mean we speed and it gets us no where.
We eat fast food (at least here) like it's all we have, and we wonder why the fuck we gain so much weight.
We live our lives to make money. Money for school so that we can get an education to make more money so that we can have money for food, money for leisure time, and money for those damn medications to make us feel better.
Majority of people live a non-sober world because maybe that's the only way to be care free.
or maybe that's the only way to forget.
and we love, or we hate, or we love and hate.
But sometimes we take advantage of the love that is right in front of our face because once you don't have the opportunity to say "I love you" you really just wish you had said it a thousand times more.
With my big ass head ache, and needing sleep self, I just came to conclusion that far too many people take life for granted. We forget to breathe sometimes. We forget to live. Instead we get too caught up in the stupid obstacles that just make life...boring. Or maybe stressful.
Breathe a little.
Laugh a lot.
And tell whoever you love,
even if they don't know it,
that you love them dearly.
Because you never know what could happen next.
That - should be every day.
Not just Valentine's Day.
On other notes, I really really need to shoot another set soon. Because I think my hopeful account expires soon. I'm supposed to shoot one with Lorelei sometime. but have no official date.
Anyways, I really forgot what I was getting with all of this.
I think I was just letting my fingers flow across the key board until something came out.
My head is killing me, and I have homework to do. I also need sleep.
So I must go do that.
I hope everyone had a Happy Valentine's Day.

PS. If you have a formspring, ask me questions!!!
http://www.formspring.me/cutofakiss
It's either the day to say I love you, or the day to realize oh fuck, I'm single.
But shouldn't we be saying I love you EVERY day and not just on Valentine's Day.

Valentine's Day 2011
My fiance, avarice25, gets deployed to Afghanistan. At least his plane got delayed last night, so that I could hear his voice. THAT made my day.
I had a test this morning (which I passed), and a shit ton of homework.
I'm getting sick. I think I've made my record for not being sick.
I just want to sleep.
Alabama has snowed far more than normal for this state.
but it seems that it's finally possibly hopefully starting to warm up.
It's random night time snow.
unedited photos.
I couldn't get good photos because it was night time when it snowed.
that day just before it was around 45 degrees. wtf.


I'm officially scared to drive. at least in the month of February.
Everyone I know is totaling their car or getting pulled over.
and it was all on the weekend that marked the year of my best friend's death from a car wreck.
That, and I came to conclusion that everyone is just in a fucking rush in life.
I mean we speed and it gets us no where.
We eat fast food (at least here) like it's all we have, and we wonder why the fuck we gain so much weight.
We live our lives to make money. Money for school so that we can get an education to make more money so that we can have money for food, money for leisure time, and money for those damn medications to make us feel better.
Majority of people live a non-sober world because maybe that's the only way to be care free.
or maybe that's the only way to forget.
and we love, or we hate, or we love and hate.
But sometimes we take advantage of the love that is right in front of our face because once you don't have the opportunity to say "I love you" you really just wish you had said it a thousand times more.
With my big ass head ache, and needing sleep self, I just came to conclusion that far too many people take life for granted. We forget to breathe sometimes. We forget to live. Instead we get too caught up in the stupid obstacles that just make life...boring. Or maybe stressful.
Breathe a little.
Laugh a lot.
And tell whoever you love,
even if they don't know it,
that you love them dearly.
Because you never know what could happen next.
That - should be every day.
Not just Valentine's Day.
On other notes, I really really need to shoot another set soon. Because I think my hopeful account expires soon. I'm supposed to shoot one with Lorelei sometime. but have no official date.
Anyways, I really forgot what I was getting with all of this.
I think I was just letting my fingers flow across the key board until something came out.
My head is killing me, and I have homework to do. I also need sleep.
So I must go do that.
I hope everyone had a Happy Valentine's Day.

PS. If you have a formspring, ask me questions!!!
http://www.formspring.me/cutofakiss

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They age too quickly, and don't stay with us long enough