I'm currently at the salon an hour into a no call no show appointment so I've decided to venture into some blog homework ☺
What has inspired me to take the big steps to hopefully becoming a Suicide Girl had stemmed of course with my absolute love of art and all things unconventional. My mom was a huge influence there; a heavily tattooed hippie, artist, biker, and wholistic massage therapist she taught me to love with my whole heart, to live without limits and to never let any one or anything keep me from being happy. That and so much more of course, she is still my strongest root of who I am. Ive never been truely self confident, but being a bit of an oddball in my own way helped. I'd color my hair in random patterns and wore mismatched converse and clothes regularly and when I started getting tattooed, pierced, and stretching my ears it only felt comfortable. I became OBSESSED with collecting Tattoo Magazine, Urban Ink, Inked Magazine, Skin Deep, ect.... and in one of those found and fell completely in love with the absolutely beautiful and graceful nature that is Radeo Suicide. The way she presents herself is so captivating. She has this way of making seduction a form of art..... thats really the best I can describe. Fans, I'm sure you know what I mean ♡ and thus found suicide girl; A place full of body positive, free spirit, lovers of art of all forms, and all things unusual and risque 😌. It was a community I'd aways wanted to be apart of but was too afraid to make the big move. Its taken me 2 years after finding my way out of a toxic environment and abusive relationship.. 2 years of ptsd, anxiety, and depression that I've had to get a firm grip on... to build a version of myself that I was happy with again and I decided I wanted to do something for me. Something Ive always wanted to do. So here I am now, 4 weeks away from my first set going live and gaining the motivation to work on myself again has been the most positive impact thus far ♡ I am so grateful for the opportunity and am hoping for only good things to come!!!! @rambo
If you read all that, I appreciate you so much ♡♡♡♡ and would love to know what you'd like to read on my blog next!!!😁
