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I went and visited Donnie's parents and his daughter the other night. It still feels kind of hard being over there even after 3 years but I really know I should visit them more. I know the past can't be changed but I wish he would have never gotten in that car and I wished I would've texted him back the night before he died. I still can't get over that and feel like a bitch that I just didn't reply because I figured I could the next day when I had time.
So I was over his house and I was holding his little girl and kissing on her and his dad touches my hand and goes "You should've been her mom." He has said this to me a couple different times and it always touches me. Let's just say her mom tries and keeps her away from them just to be a bitch even though they were always there for her when Donnie was alive and are seriously like the greatest grandparents anyone could want.
I wanted to be in that family so bad and really thought we would get married later down the road.
I am an idiot! I just looked at the date and realized today is his 21st Birthday. Now I can't stop crying...

I was at Kroger the other night and I went down an aisle and completely fell and busted my ass. I landed on the side of my knee and then my elbow. What do I do? I start laughing like a madwoman. I got up and walked away and found my cousin. When we went back down the aisle where I had fallen you could see the mark from my flip-flop and it looked like I did a figure 8 before falling. i had a huge bruise the next day.


This is the seal that was on my Soy Milk that I bougt and I was so excited about it!

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Brandy still doesn't know why she decided she should be drinking coffee at 2 a.m. but she enjoyed it nonetheless.

I've been sewing lately and I'm glad I started doing it again.

I want polaroid film but I don't want to spend an arm and a leg on it.

I also really want a new camera. My one I have takes pretty decent pictures but I want an awesome one!