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I am so tired. I don't want to go to sleep yet though.

I worked 1-9 today. It was suppose to be until 10 but we got out early. i love that I got time and a half today and I basically didn't do shit. Well I busted my ass for like 3 hours I guess and when I got back from my lunch I just sat around on the counters and shit. I got to dance and just act like a fool because it was dead. Not to mention I was closing with people I like.

I'm off tomorrow and that's like sweet!

I can't wait until I dye my hair and possibly get it cut or something different but still keep it on the longer side since I want to grow it out.

Boy Meets World is on in 10 minutes! Yes!

I can't wait until Summer. Even though I'm not in school it just feels great when Summer arrives.

My cousin Edouard graduated from high school last week and it made me realize that I kind of regret where I graduated from in some aspects. I made some really great friends there but I just saw how much like a family his class was. Granted there were like 90 students that were in his graduating class and most of them had been with eachother for most of their school lives. It was just really nice and I felt like I had been cheated. Especially since my little brother will be graduating from there. I felt like my parents just kinda put me wherever but with my brother he got into a great school and he will only go to 2 schools and I went to like 8 different schools by the time I graduated. I can't change the past though. I guess the grass is always greener...

I don't like when I am around people that I use to be really close to and they try to bring me down and make it appear they are better than me. My cousin Stacey and I use to be insanely close but ended up just losing touch because we got into different things. I'll try to make this as simple as possible.
1.) Apparently she had told my mom "Is Brandy ever going to get back into school or will she just work at Old Navy all her life?"
Okay bitch here's the thing I was in college for a year while you were drugged up and shit. I've been working at Old Navy for a year. All my money I make is mine. I buy my food and I buy my clothes. I buy whatever I need. Yes, you work but that goes right into your pocket. Your mom buys you your food and clothes. She buys you $600 worth of clothes when each new school quarters start. You're in college do you really need to go school shopping like that?
2.) Don't tell me that you have more money than me and make me feel like shit. The only reason you may have more money is because you don't have to really use it for anything. Don't act like you forgot I had a job either.
3.) Do I really care that you got invited to go to a research study on Stem Cell Research? I doubt you did anyways.
4.) Don't pull out your friggin Razor phone thinking your gonna be a pimp cause the cell phone you last saw I had was ghetto. That's right your balls were busted when you saw a Sidekick. "What is that?! I thought I was going to be cool and slick and then you bring that out!" That's right hoe I can roll too!!!
5.) Don't bring up shit that never happened to try and make me look like a dumbfuck. I have no problem with making fun of myself it it really happened.
I really miss how we use to be but you have burned me way too many times. Don't get me started on that shit that was said after Donnie died.

Boy Meets World isn't on for some reason. Ahhh!

I want some tattoo's. My brother wants me to go with him when he gets one. I have a couple in mind.

I need a good book to read.