i have a cold  or sinus infection or something.  don't you hate it when you are all stuffy and your head feels like it is going to implode?  i actually got out of the house this weekend!  I went to the new Target and got lost for a few hours.  spent way too much money on boxer brief panties and vneck tees.  I really wish I could start sleeping like a normal fucking person.  Going to sleep somewhere between 2am and 6am.  waking up somewhere between 10am and 5pm.  It's like I don't even know what time of day it is when I look at the clock.... in a room without windows it is always night.  no really, i don't have any windows.  I love it.  And here I am rambling again at 2am.... fuck.
 or sinus infection or something.  don't you hate it when you are all stuffy and your head feels like it is going to implode?  i actually got out of the house this weekend!  I went to the new Target and got lost for a few hours.  spent way too much money on boxer brief panties and vneck tees.  I really wish I could start sleeping like a normal fucking person.  Going to sleep somewhere between 2am and 6am.  waking up somewhere between 10am and 5pm.  It's like I don't even know what time of day it is when I look at the clock.... in a room without windows it is always night.  no really, i don't have any windows.  I love it.  And here I am rambling again at 2am.... fuck.  
    
   or sinus infection or something.  don't you hate it when you are all stuffy and your head feels like it is going to implode?  i actually got out of the house this weekend!  I went to the new Target and got lost for a few hours.  spent way too much money on boxer brief panties and vneck tees.  I really wish I could start sleeping like a normal fucking person.  Going to sleep somewhere between 2am and 6am.  waking up somewhere between 10am and 5pm.  It's like I don't even know what time of day it is when I look at the clock.... in a room without windows it is always night.  no really, i don't have any windows.  I love it.  And here I am rambling again at 2am.... fuck.
 or sinus infection or something.  don't you hate it when you are all stuffy and your head feels like it is going to implode?  i actually got out of the house this weekend!  I went to the new Target and got lost for a few hours.  spent way too much money on boxer brief panties and vneck tees.  I really wish I could start sleeping like a normal fucking person.  Going to sleep somewhere between 2am and 6am.  waking up somewhere between 10am and 5pm.  It's like I don't even know what time of day it is when I look at the clock.... in a room without windows it is always night.  no really, i don't have any windows.  I love it.  And here I am rambling again at 2am.... fuck.  VIEW 4 of 4 COMMENTS
  
p.s. i think you are amazingly beautiful. I read your journals sometimes and feel like your thoughts are similar to some of my thoughts and perceptions.
I hope thats not to creepy.
Miss you TOO!!