I recently dyed my hair a fushia color. I didn't mean for it to come out so bright but didn't care that much either. When I went to work this 50ish women came up to me and after exclaining "WOW" as if she had just seen an accident asked me if I meant to do it that color. Not wanting to explain myself I told... Read More
Why'd you pussy out? I doubt one needs to know Karate to drop kick the ass of a 50-year-old woman. I think you really do care how bright it turned out and you secretly knew she was right.
Almost four months since I wrote anything and all I can really think of to say is that I don't want to be alone tonight. I am having one of those days when nothing feels OK. It all feels like someone is holding their hand on my chest and pressing down. Wow, just writing that brought up tears. I am hoping that just putting some... Read More
aw shit , i am so sorry, i've had some days when i could hardly breath from the pain. i am thinking of you. you know you can always write throught the contact tab. it might be nice to hear more from you, since you update here so seldom anymore.
someday's writings been ok other days i have had to let it go or it just brings up too much ugliness and i have enough to last a lifetime.
this probably sounds cheesy but you're in my thoughts which means you aren't entirely alone. hang in there!
I have been having the strangest dreams.. they are all about zombies and big parties and various other none related items. The worst thing is I can never seem to accomplish anything in the dreams, everyone is unhappy including myself. If dreams speak of your unconscious thoughts I am in a lot of trouble.
I am selling my house and moving. I think. Any ideas on good places to live... I don't have any.
Why do people email you instead of just writing in the journal? If I really wanted your emails I would put the address right out in the open. No, I don't want to be your penpal.
Today we had a flash flood, the rain went on forever and I was caught in it. When it subsided and I got out of my car to walk into work I noticed this little bumble bee on the ground. She was dragging her half lifeless body across the sidewalk looking for anything dry and she was black, she was so soaked. I am such... Read More
I am sitting, drinking red wine and thinking about my ex. The one who said he wished I would die. Yeah, that one. He only said it because he was angry, I shouldn't have (fill in blank). He really is sweet and I miss him so much...