@missy and @rambo have asked us what inspired us to want to become a Suicide Girl.
For me, this digs a little deeper than just wanting to be in front of the camera. If you have read my other blogs, you know that I was a gymnast for 14 years, and was always the active tom-boy out of all the girls in my classes. I had weird bangs, bad acne, and when I injured my back and had to retire from my dream of making it to Regionals I gained a lot of weight :/.
So, the matter here is I always felt out of place. After changing schools, and starting high school I became associated with the "loner" and "emo" stereotype. I was called names, and I really didn't ever fit in. After getting back into a work out routine and getting healthy again, at that point around 2006, I had already been introduced to what SG was. I was hooked. These girls were beyond beautiful, and I wanted to be one. Of course my high school boyfriend was furious, and shook is fist in disapproval! (even though I had seen not to long ago that he started following my IG!!! ::chuckles:: So, I did not think anything of it until 2010. I was in a different state with new people who were a little more open to modification and taboo. I met a wonderful lady who had been an SG since 2006 who lived in my town, and suggested I go for it!
It is sadly other people that stop us sometimes from achieving something we want, but last year was the year that I said SCREW IT! I am signing up!
So, the underlining question, "Why am I here?" "What is my inspiration?" I am here for ME. I am here to continue my journey in becoming a Suicide Girl after wanting to become one for many years, and being told I can't by people who should have supported me. I have loved every minute that I have had so far. I couldnt be more grateful to everyone in this community who has said I CAN and I WILL. So, and HUGE thank you to all of you for accepting me here, and only giving me your love, support, and friendship <3
