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It's been so long I don't even know if anyone comes to check out my journal anymore!! I'll holla at ya'll.

Work, school, and now pregnancy have been very time consuming. I am now safely out of my first tri-mester and feeling a lot better. However, emotions are out of control. First of all no one told me of the animalastic sex drive I would acquire (I can't buy enough batteries!), it is kind of a slap in the face though because with my growing tummy I don't feel attractive to the oppisite sex . And secondly I had to remove my nipple rings to heal before the baby comes. (YAY breast feeding!) I don't feel whole anymore...I've taken piercings out before, but I've never experienced this kind of loss. I think it may be post pardom depression with my nipple rings!

Anyway, I should really stop bitching because I know that in the end I'll have the cutest damn baby ever to show for all of it!! I'm still not comfortable enough with the way my body has changed to post any pics, but I'll get there. (maybe once my boobs get gigantic too.)
I love you all, and everyone is invited to come rub my belly!!