adivinedream

current mood: Stressed

So not too much has changed. Went out on a date last friday ... I guess it was ok. We had dinner went to the bar after, had some good conversation but I didn't see any sparks flying. I guess it's because I don't technically want a boyfriend right now. I'm far too busy with everything else going on in my life right now. I don't have time to dedicate to another person. So it just seems like I'm making up an excuse for every guy I meet. I just need a really awesome guy friend to just hang out with and not have to deal with feeling obligated to call him and not have to feel bad if I don't have time for him. *sigh*

I guess it would be so bad if I had Jen (best friend) was here. She is truly the only person that understands me besides my brother.