adia

I"ve walked miles around my own thoughts
isn't it us that create by what we see within our minds
freedom we were given and squandered like excess ...waste not want not?

look at us the "Gen Y"
"impulse buyers", "compulsive desires"
my world isn't mine anymore
what i say no longer has potential to effect
my desire to be heard and motivation to make it...
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Wow my sweet you made me drip
reaching out to touch my skin
so hot it burns my skin
i can't believe how powerful you've become
pink slips and lips

aDia

i was just like Ani's superhero
wasn't just like everyone
was the strongest inside my mind
sympathy was held for others unlike me

i took my impenetrable self to the dry cleaner's
buttons lost
seams undone
articles lost or stolen
now there's only a thread of that powerful me

aDia

so motivate me ...
i want to touch what i saw
please ...?
i'm sure it was good
let mine meet yours
fuck you...
taste so sweet
thigh and knee high
jaw line to throat
rough me
love me
stare and flare
excited to hurt you

tricked and trapped...
stripped and strapped..

i luv magic
aDia

Forget me i'm drunk it's easy bitch you'll see
fucking look at me
you can't even do that
your so weak
your face brings pain to me
cause i love it
I fucking love that face
the first face i loved ever
you don't even realize your relevance
step back and become what; you want
a legacy in my mind
what i hold all love...
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My friend Rick left us by his own hand
I'll miss your bullshit
I'll miss your frailty
I'll miss you
aDia

speechless....

here's to life outside of the workplace..
here's to being human in all that's grotesque or sublime

I used to deal out fantasy by means of tampered chemical happiness
isolated i grew to love and hate too much
building my insides with all this glory
being needed by hungry unsatisfied souls
driven to deliriium
Ha! I was tarnished by my own disgust
disgusted by the...
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Should i say something?
make sound...?
I fucking hate change...
people
things
My fucking body!!
Ya don't laugh!! I need a good episode of Degrassi Jr. High and a bloody shotgun.

I'm currently unsatisfied with my current self....blaaa..
I need to go to a gym!!

GRRRR!!!
aDia

i've lived little only to learn what's hard
i wanted everything hard
sex, drugs, love, people, eyes, teeth, peace, tears,fights,
cries, cuts, blood, souls, fire , pain,

the world on fire in an intimate room
slits on the eyes of every little bug
you know we long to surprise the minds we blind
longing to breath into a sea of disguise that on
determins what...
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