adia

I"ve walked miles around my own thoughts
isn't it us that create by what we see within our minds
freedom we were given and squandered like excess ...waste not want not?

look at us the "Gen Y"
"impulse buyers", "compulsive desires"
my world isn't mine anymore
what i say no longer has potential to effect
my desire to be heard and motivation to make it happen aren't exactly on the same page....
how frustrated does one need to be in order to take action?

my goodness i've seen nothing i want
yet a million things i need to buy
am i ? not..the free thinker i once thought i was?
hmm...you know i'm not exactly sure why it is that we feel so full inside we produce writings of many kinds
i want some one to look at the blurbs i call "words&verbs"
i want to be able to feed from knowledge i have gained
but my bowl is empty and here i am
knowledgless...

see how it's ripple across
making me
effectual
lovable
peaceful
and drunk

i love all the people that even fucking bother to cross my page and stay long enough to read this bull shit
i wish my words were like this sober
sorry

this was inside and i let it dribble out
aren't my inhabitions great...
?

aDia