adenwilliam

I wake up shivering in an empty bed
Contemplation of complications dance within my head
As we dance the dance of death inside an empty train
In a nation known as nowhere, there is no time to explain
What i have continually attempted, attempted to convey
That we are on a road ending in darkness, death and decay
I embrace the coldness every time i breath
And now the blackness of this background buries me with need
From start to finish I'm finally free of my failures
And these failures have my future finely tailored
All the connections have been soldered to this complex machine
That i call an existence, but it's something in between
A life and death circumstance and an ill fated rescue
This ship is sinking, is what I'm trying to tell you

Blood is the vessel
It is carrying a disease
The ailments are life
It's brought me to my knees
The grinding of gears
Is what keeps me alive
Throw a wrench in the wheel
I'm already waving good-bye

I'm so sick of this saving, at the point of expiration
This is not an experiment, it's a try at my patience
Maybe you haven't noticed but it's all wearing thin
It's frail and weak and that's all that it's ever been
The more I try not to crumble, the faster i fall apart
This story is ending but it's been doomed from the start
I've tried to rebuild but all the ashes have blown away
Into a golden hollow darkness that is consuming the day
In a whirlwind of weakness I beg for some help
But the dam has been broken, I'm drowning myself
This is in my nature, it's not nurture, and not exactly my fault
But I've yet again twisted and turned this into something it's not
This offer is no longer good, it's already expired
I can't give anymore, i'm just too fucking tired