*plays Hurt by Johnny Cash in the background*

there's so many thoughts going through my head right now that I can't catch them fast enough to type them on this blank screen. I hate how alcohol consumes ppl till their minds so distorted they can't see the difference in friend or foe..that goes with any substance really. I'm lost and I can't seem to find my way anymore. The ppl around me make it hard to breathe and I just want to scream but my voice doesn't seem to work. "this is the part of me that needs medication.."