I wish I could say that I don't miss her but I do. Right now more than any other moment I understand what Etta James meant by a sunday kind of love. I sat infront of my PBR thinking if I was in love with her or the idea. The idea meaning, the Idea of me having someone substanual. Someone that I can take never...
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It's fucked up man. The girl I was seeing called me up the other day and told me that she can't see anyone at this moment in her life. I'm upset but it feels like I have no grounds for my anger. Although I was on my best behavior around her. Other relationships I was not the good man at all. Karmatic law suck sometimes....
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myra:
Okay...I'll walk up these guys and tell them I have a big, strong friend who says I'm prettier than these girls 
But, you know...Dumb fucks good.
Dunno if you say it that way, but it's the translation of a German saying..
But, you know...Dumb fucks good.
Dunno if you say it that way, but it's the translation of a German saying..
aeleven:
Bide your time. I find that to be the best advice for just about anything.
So my girls' parents are in town (We are not at the meet the parents point yet). Some how ? I in up in a strip club. And I have never felt so good coming out of a strip club! Ever! ( Most times I end up with a big pair of blue balls and a empty wallet) Not a single girl in there could...
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aeleven:
Sometimes a girls voice is the only thing you need to completely turn your day around. You are a lucky man at the moment, ride it out.
ginapea:
thats beautiful... you find your girlfriend hotter than strippers. i can only hope to have that one day. 
Drunken journal enties are the best. I went out with someone the other night that took me to a burlesque show for the first date( think shes a keeper I want to say more but I have to work tomorrow.
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camdenroad:
has she got a sister?
aeleven:
Did you keep her? Or is she keeping you in a cooler? Should we call the cops?
This fucking blows. I think I just lost about 9 weeks of soild work. Someone saw some work I did and wanted me to light a couple of movies with them. But now that the budget might get bigger they want a older more exp. guy.
Man fuck those fuckin fucks. Always hire people based on their work not the amount of gray hairs they...
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Man fuck those fuckin fucks. Always hire people based on their work not the amount of gray hairs they...
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andromeda:
I know that sucks. It makes you wonder how in the hell do they expect you to get more experience when they hire the other fuckers. Atleast you get more free time 
marieceleste:
Hey darlin'. A good drunk always does a body a power of good. Don't let the bastardos get you down.
My balls remain blue. I'm on a date (or so I think) we have a whole hell of a lot to drink. We leave back to her place, so I can drop her off. Plus we had to leave the waitress is upset about me fucking up all the candles (My date seemed to like it when I poured hot wax on her). I drive...
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aeleven:
Can I take the runoff? The grass is always greener, huh?
dixiehelle:
superfunhappyhour.... indeed!!!
wow, but it sounds like every hour has definitely been superfunhappyhour for you too!
wow, but it sounds like every hour has definitely been superfunhappyhour for you too!
Things are good.
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camdenroad:
things are good as the man (woman) said
all will be well all manner of things will be well
or sumfin
all will be well all manner of things will be well
or sumfin
ash:
glad to hear it!
Alright I have to try to remember the journel I erased.
Have you ever talked you eaver tried to talk your way through every thing when you are tipsy for example" shit I'm to drunk to remember" Well If you are in the chi in the CHI this friday come to EXIT it's go-go girls this friday, dancing on the bar. What does that mean...
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Have you ever talked you eaver tried to talk your way through every thing when you are tipsy for example" shit I'm to drunk to remember" Well If you are in the chi in the CHI this friday come to EXIT it's go-go girls this friday, dancing on the bar. What does that mean...
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OK this is gettin past the stages of being dumb. I've spent to much time at home doing nothing. This living like a dead bet shit is not my thing. I've got to find a feature to get on fast.
Number two I need to find a solid hobby to keep me shane in between shoots. (Although drinking is a get hobby I don't have...
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Number two I need to find a solid hobby to keep me shane in between shoots. (Although drinking is a get hobby I don't have...
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paintedbat:
you could knit scarves and then sell them
camdenroad:
hobbies
pick a subject, could be anything and emerse yourself in it-history, literature, true crime anything
olher suggestions
a martial art
archery
shooting
cooking
walking
writing
pick a subject, could be anything and emerse yourself in it-history, literature, true crime anything
olher suggestions
a martial art
archery
shooting
cooking
walking
writing
I just got back in town from farmington. Working on the tail end of some movie. I think I'm going to slow down on the drinking, I got drunk more then five nights in a row and I'm not talking about alittle loud drunk, I mean wakeing up in your car with no idea of where you are drunk. I'm upset with myself about my...
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myra:
Aw, thanks! Yea, I needed a lot of time to write that journal
And I'm proud of you!
And I'm proud of you!
albertine:
hahaha, your comment made me laugh!!!
so how are you?
so how are you?
Cherry xoxoxo
[Edited on Jun 03, 2005 3:16PM]