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It's fucked up man. The girl I was seeing called me up the other day and told me that she can't see anyone at this moment in her life. I'm upset but it feels like I have no grounds for my anger. Although I was on my best behavior around her. Other relationships I was not the good man at all. Karmatic law suck sometimes. Right now I'm starting to feel like I'm encapable of having a good relationship I've never dated someone for longer than two months.

In light of resent events I went and had sushi and drank like I had something to prove. At some point I ended up at Exit during bondage. Getting hand cuffed and whipped seems like a great idea when your drunk but not the next morning.