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I still think about Balin. I look at maps and consider going back to Mexico. It's not the trip that hinders me it's the fact that I know that she does'nt love me the way I love her. If I knew she did I'd be on a bus geting through larado right now.

I have a plastic set of lochadoras that she got me. They sit over my bed. When I got home from mexico that was the first thing that I did was to put that over my bed.

I see it every morning.

I don't know what point I'm getting too but that's what I ve been thinking about.