It's been a while, if you know what I mean. For me anything over a day of going without is bad and lately it's been easily a week or so or more between release. I don't even have time to take care of it myself and that's just sad. It's just really hard when you are in a relationship where both sides have done a lot of damage to the other and the days or weeks hit where it is hard enough to smile and be genuinely pleased at the situation. Repairs have been tried but trust on both sides has just been really fucked over and I'm really unsure where things are heading. For once in about a year, I have no idea what to do which is unusual for me.
*sigh* Just another night here for me.
*sigh* Just another night here for me.