got the puppy some new toys today. she needed them desperately.
if she didn't get them i was probably going to strangle her.
thank god for for squeaking lambs and 99 cent tennis balls.
I'm severely bored with my sex life.
It's terrible because i love him dearly and i don't wanna make the same mistakes i did before.
but, honestly, i apparently just have a wandering eye.
went to the zoo for valentines day.
it was so cold, but it was a nice unconventional v-day.
i'm so glad i have a boyfriend who doesn't just take me to dinner and buys me flowers.
although i was disappointed about the flower thing actually.
i went to yoga this morning with my sister for the first time.
it was a really great day to start my day.
i felt more relaxed and centered for the rest of the day, til now.
i'm just kinda depressed now and mopey.
i'm gonna shower and stuff then go to bed.
maybe i'll feel better in the morning, although i doubt it. I have to work at 10.
*shrug*
I am changing but not in the way I have. I am done trying to change to win you back. I am just going to try and be a better person.
Who I was trying to be was not what I should have been because I was trying to change for one reason and one reason alone.
I found a hundred more.