I'm totally at the end of my ropes. I want my girlfriend back. We hang out and have fun still, but it's kinda ackward, for me anyway. I know she just wants me to give her time, but it's so hard sitting here having that feeling of longing. I'd do anything to get her back. We do everything we did before, just instead of saying "I love you" at the end of the night I leave. I get a kiss still, but it's nothing more than a peck usually. It's weird but I'm comfortable around her. She makes me smile when I'm having a rotten day. Even if she's partially the cause of it . I'm just at such a loss for words. If anybody actually reads this and knows what I can do, I'd be glad to hear it.

later on.