adamantane

I completely forgot I had this...


People still add me... even though I have no interest in being a Suicide Girl... but I do like meeting photographers who want to shoot some very disturbing pictures.


So if you aren't a total tool, c'mon down. We'll have sushi and stage mini movies.



-Adamantane

My stomach hurts and I'm avoiding work on my painting.

I'm an incredibly busy lady with an ironic streak of piss poor dates when I do get down time. Maybe something is telling me to stay single. If I meet one more idiot who replaces half his vocabulary with swear words or the word 'douche', I'm going to hurl them off a bridge at the next opportunity.


Anyone out near Harrisburg, gimme a shout out....
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My grandma just died and I'm waiting for my father to storm into my room to call me a horrible human being.

There's a lot wrong but mostly I'm lonely and blogging on a pin up website wondering who sees me here.

Week 3 celibacy. Going on Week 4.


Please don't die. Just stick to the structure, fight the invisible monsters and stamp on them with your giant feet. Show them who's the best. Don't... die. Please don't.

I really hate being around people. I have a fantasy of waking up and I'm Catherine the Great the exact moment her husband is murdered (hee hee). I run around in gold gowns and fuck various ... well, if you know this ruler, I'm not going to say and implicate myself further. But I don't quite believe the stories about the horses.

Fourth of July...
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Odd. I stumbled on free drinks, sex in public, and then free sushi dinner the next day.

Creepiest photographer ever. My stomach hurts. A SCA nerd has my face and I know will hold it hostage and torture it.

Two shoots today.

Now I know why models smoke, drink coffee and do cocaine. I'm so fucking beat from contorting, sitting in 100 degree heat, and pulling on hooker boots to go hiking.


Off to smoke, drink and do drugs. *waves*

Harr...

100 minutes plus stomach crunches. My body will rock your body. Oh yes. And the secret of Chinese pork bun will be mine. MINE!!


Anyhoo, I have a photoshoot I should prooobably prep further for. The fun of blue saran wrap.