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The other night a dream came true. I dated this girl back in h.s and we hit it off great. I mean I was a puppy dog about her. She was everything I wanted in a girl. So we fooled around in h.s but only once had sex. I was this little mod on a vespa and she was this doll of perfection. It was...
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Life is in a good but weird place. I havent ever felt so comfortable with being me and without anyone. I do need a new tattoo but am glad that all are finished on me. I have some great friends yet not a dollar to my name. If I didnt know any better I would think something was about to happen.

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For now two friday nights running I have gotten into loads of trouble. I love being back in the places that love me.

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For Xmas I want my life to be sweeter then before. I like sweet things. Well with a heart broken and back in sf my life took a nasty turn. Last night got in a nasty street fight and way too drunk. Almost crashed and my heart is still really cold. Im sleeping on the floor of a friends place for a month or two....
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Hey girls!
Sorry for the down time but I have been in Finland. You know that chick I met in India and then she came out to stay with me for two weeks. Well I have been here in her homeland for a month now and have been getting into trouble. Last night was spent at the hospital getting 9 stitches to the dome. hmmm...
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I'm having a baby too... Can life be anymore challenging some years.

I got a little break... I have food. I left my apartment and have started taking up floor space. Wow how lives changes so quickly. I will make it. I hope. I really really could use a few prayers or heys.


Pictures of my bike. Here
http://www.omniscientrecords.com/a/atomweaver/suicide%20bike/

Its been sometime. I have been so caught up with bullshit life that I have had no time to chill. I have been working my ass off for no reason it seems. I have been eating PANCAKES for a week straight now. Oh that and vitamins. I am skinny as I have ever been. The money is going no where. I hate this.

My girl...
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So I finally got my fixie up and running agian. I got a new everything and the piece that I'm stoked on is the SG patch that I put on my top tube pad. I look down and there she is look at me. She has been named pearl since I got her and man "pearl" is lookin cleaner then ever.
I got a job...
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I'm so fucked up. I think I really need to find a place and hide for a while. "Can I hide there too" kinda place. I am dependent on chicks and its sick. I know that last post was about how my roommate was wrong but no he is right. I really have some shit wrong with my wiring. I can't be trusted and I...
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