actuallynotyou

I am moving to Jacksonville, FL.
I was born there but I haven't lived there since 1997.
I will be moved by Aug 20th..
I am going to miss winter.
I found out that I have to move last friday, the same day i found out that I got a job up here.
I am moving for family reasons that I'm not really gonna get into.
I am also moving for financial reasons (ie I can get a better job there and its much cheaper to live)
I dont want to leave Mass.
I want to live in Boston, again, when I grow up.
I wish I hadn't gone to college (or not gone to Priavte school) so I wouldn't owe so much money..
I like seasons.
I dont want to be there for more than a year.
I'm scared I'll get settled and not leave again.
I have an awful feeling of dread about moving back in with my parents.
If I have to live there more than a month I could end up killing somebody.
I haven't lived with anyone for years.
I am going to miss living alone..
God Help Me..