actuallynotyou

This has been the best four days of my life...

Two days...

I dont know how this is possible but I feel 1/2 utterly depressed and 1/2 perfectly fine.. .
Its like bi-polar all at once.
Go figure...

"Dude... I think that stripper really liked me"....


d'oh

Ok so I'm having a pretty good week. After the melodrama of last weekend she's not coming to visit. She says she's "too broke".. I dont care. I fucking hate drama.

I was talking to my friend, who I've had a not so secret crush on since 1993. She lives in NYC now. As a joke I invited her to this wedding i'm going to...
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I wasn't attracted to her until she told me she had a crush on me. Maybe I was and I was lying to myself the whole time. I told her girls like you don't get crushes on people like me. She told me I'm her soul mate and said we should get married. I must admit we are very similar. Later that night she went...
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Marvin Gaye is on the Television.. He is wearing a lime green tux.. To be fair only the pants and vest are lime green, the jacket it white/green stripe and the shirt is yellow..Actually it might be a more "peppermint green"..I have no idea how but this works for him..
Oh dear god, he just kicked in to "Lets get it on".. its time like...
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I love my neighborhood. Every sunday from 7pm til dark we play kickball in the (Willow Branch) park. 30 kids last week about 20 playing this week and another 15 watching. God bless the indie rockers playing, so much better for my mental health.
Co-Ed kickball rules.

Ok so I've been a little MIA.. Its all work's fault. I've been working at least 11 hour days. Company just had lay offs and now we dont have not enough people doing more work. I'm sure its not unique in this particular economic climate.
So please forgive me for not updating, it doesn't mean I'm not thinking about ya'll.

Her top 5 recording artist's in no order are
1. Matchbox 20
2. Lifehouse
3. Jimmy Buffett
4. Billy Joel
5. Train

Houston, we have a problem...


Did I mention there was an open bar on the night I met her? I couldn't have been that drunk, could I?

I have this fantastic Armani suit that I got as a gift for graduating college. Every time I wear it I get lucky ( I dont wear it that often). Last night was no exception.
I dont know if its me or the clothes but at this point I am not going to question it.

Trip back to Mass was good, but now I know the meaning of the term "You can't go home again". I went back to the place I went to college and use to work and although very little had changed I realized that I had changed a great deal. I was thinking about going back to that job but after the visit I am convinced...
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