i woke and up and pissed a murky tan. then an hour later i pissed a cranberry red. 2 more times today i pissed a what looks like wine. i'm a little concerned. i went to 'urgent care' and they did test and said it's not an infection and since i have no pain it's probly not stones. so that leaves....cancer. yay!!!!!
going to see the urologist on monday and maybe get 'scoped'
i have a creeping fear that all the nasty shit i did in the 90's has laid in wait in my kidneys or bladder and now is waking up to let me know the damage was done.
i sorta was wondering if i'd make 50 without any major problems but now i'm concerned with 40.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
going to see the urologist on monday and maybe get 'scoped'
i have a creeping fear that all the nasty shit i did in the 90's has laid in wait in my kidneys or bladder and now is waking up to let me know the damage was done.
i sorta was wondering if i'd make 50 without any major problems but now i'm concerned with 40.
fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck. fuck.
[Edited on May 06, 2006 9:54AM]