so I bet all zero of the people who read this journal want to hear about me rant about friends.
so I will
my ex-girlfriend is someone who has put up with me for years. She put up with me for 8 years while we were together, then we fought for a few years while we were breaking up, then we got back together a few times (turned out badly -probably mostly my fault). When she says she loves me and takes care of me I know she does. She is friend #1
Morgan is her brother. He is a best friend in the most elemental sense of the term. there is nothing we wouldn't do for one another and there is nothing we haven't done to piss the other off. so we basically know that we are best friends and will be for life. Morgan is the person I will call if I ever choose to kill myself simply because he is the only one I wouldn't feel right about leaving with out saying goodbye. don't worry this isn't an issue at the moment. He is friend #2
Hillary is a kinda a unique spot in my life that used to hold my lover. She and I fell in love while she was saving rent money by staying in my spare room so she could go back to Idaho and live with her boyfriend before going to New Zealand. yes I know all about it; the cheating on your boyfriend and so on and so forth, when I get to hell I'll start paying, until then I'm hoping they'll change the entrance policies for heaven. She is the woman I'm in love with and I think she me. The problem is she is actually very true to her lovers and while before her boyfriend was unreachable for weeks on end before they now live together. So she never really calls or writes much. I write her a letter ever Sunday. She is friend #3.
I have two Katheryns. one is in her late 40's and is one of the most amazing people I've ever met. We are the on-again off-again type of friends that will most likely go on forever. the other is in her late 30's and has been the big crush of my life. she and I have been friends since the early nineties and get along fairly well, we have some slight differences and she has some issues about me. The main reason she has been a big crush of mine is this: she is real royalty -not exactly a princess but close enough and she is a goth girl who likes to wear corsetts and vintage clothes. In other words the ultimate crush girl. Friends #4 + 5
so I will
my ex-girlfriend is someone who has put up with me for years. She put up with me for 8 years while we were together, then we fought for a few years while we were breaking up, then we got back together a few times (turned out badly -probably mostly my fault). When she says she loves me and takes care of me I know she does. She is friend #1
Morgan is her brother. He is a best friend in the most elemental sense of the term. there is nothing we wouldn't do for one another and there is nothing we haven't done to piss the other off. so we basically know that we are best friends and will be for life. Morgan is the person I will call if I ever choose to kill myself simply because he is the only one I wouldn't feel right about leaving with out saying goodbye. don't worry this isn't an issue at the moment. He is friend #2
Hillary is a kinda a unique spot in my life that used to hold my lover. She and I fell in love while she was saving rent money by staying in my spare room so she could go back to Idaho and live with her boyfriend before going to New Zealand. yes I know all about it; the cheating on your boyfriend and so on and so forth, when I get to hell I'll start paying, until then I'm hoping they'll change the entrance policies for heaven. She is the woman I'm in love with and I think she me. The problem is she is actually very true to her lovers and while before her boyfriend was unreachable for weeks on end before they now live together. So she never really calls or writes much. I write her a letter ever Sunday. She is friend #3.
I have two Katheryns. one is in her late 40's and is one of the most amazing people I've ever met. We are the on-again off-again type of friends that will most likely go on forever. the other is in her late 30's and has been the big crush of my life. she and I have been friends since the early nineties and get along fairly well, we have some slight differences and she has some issues about me. The main reason she has been a big crush of mine is this: she is real royalty -not exactly a princess but close enough and she is a goth girl who likes to wear corsetts and vintage clothes. In other words the ultimate crush girl. Friends #4 + 5